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many lovessssss
Kas

In that bewitching hour on Saturday's i learn abt those words 
I knew I was much intoxicated with tobaccos and liquors during the party. I was drunk, I'm happy & I feel loved. I'm so much in love of what is newly planted in my life.

At some point in time; I seriously can't be taking pains for those who are making up those rumors; neither am I hip with all those games. I got a life to get on with, I know myself, so does my friends. I'm not like any other girls you know, who will come running back, dint you recall those thoughts of how much you want to drove me out from your life, you were pretty much on the clear stand when you insisted on leaving; you made the choice. We both are aware how much we have been thru, those pains that caused; it can't be measured till now. You have to know we were already in the past; we should be & that's how much I want to see. After all these while I came to utd one thing, the trust and believe you never build it in me. cos you were always the one who came questioning. I do have my doubts to clear, knowing how much I heard abt you & what others did. However, I see no fifty-fifty of dragging back everything; more likely it might leads to nowhere. If we get clearer with the picture; you already tied on with someone; i know. I shouldn’t be in your focus; this is so much I want to move off from.
When can you be more awake to know, all these are clearly stated as lies? If you still linger in between both truth or either lies; you are damaging much of the many things between us in what we used to hold on.

Make a meet with Buddy-Alex, JX along with Bro and Ah Bee for dinner before going off with the separate parties! It was Andy birthday bash btw! Bet you did enjoy yourself much to a max, I will see you both cute little couple soon ((: *hugs. After dinner did a little shoe shopping before heading over to meet the rest for Zouk/ Phuture. Should I invest a Vans Half Cab Shoe/ Sperry Boat Shoe/ Dr Martens (not an eye boots but an eye shoe)? I seriously have been crazily buying bottoms and shoes for these while! Nuts la! lol.

Ps: does anyone know where to get a skull ring? Pls pls look out for me (: no blings pls!

It’s been ages since the last time I stepped my foot on Zouk; it recalls me pretty much of how along the way I have been changing. It’s a different me now; those corners I checked it out, reminds me of you. & yes for now I bet I wouldn’t want to see you. Btw the place was overly packed; the music was only hell awesome on the later part. But some of the party pple is freaking turning me off. It was really the first time I got sooo pissed; compared back with St James; I think PH was way better than Phuture la. Our poor XH got so drunk after cups of Martell and Chivas; seriously hope her hangover wasn’t that bad, the feelings suck. While SG and CL were taking care of her, the rest of us head back to the dance floor. What is putting me thinking was, I seriously have no idea why are those pple willing to pay 25$-30$ just to fucking stand on the dance floor folding their arms and nod their heads continuously trying to follow up the tempos, not even dancing but yet blocking & pushing and pretend to lie your f.heavy body on whoever is trying go all out for a hell sexy hot dance.

You guys are just some f.coward who doesn’t have the guts to ask if want to be friends in either one moreover would be appreciate if you guys can fucking shut the hell up before I could punch you right in the face, why can't a butch comes to str8 club, if you are so afraid that we could do a better job in hooking/ be friends with any pretties in there, you are such a loser! Moreover I dint know you lost your balls, pls say it right at my face, don’t do it after I took a few steps off and you raised your voice at my back saying “I fucking don’t utd why is a butch doing over here”. Dumb ass! We are here to dance and have those great fun, that should be the attitude but not to receive such shits. We never do that to you humans as a welcome when you stepped in the crooks club/bar/pub. Do have some deep thinking.

Overall I still enjoyed pretty much with the usual, so much talking, laughing, dancing,
screaming, shouting, drinking, smoking. NEXT SESSION IS COMING UP!

During the whole event; I get to see myself knowing others from various dept; unknown pple came talking to me and pple whom we seldom talk beside topics of those reports and pressing deadlines; we cracked up almost anything that is entertaining. Everyone starts labeling me as IRON LADY! WOOOHOOO!! ((:

During those quiet breaks; it was out off so random it brings me thoughts of you.
Saw those comments in fcbk; it seems like there were so many dramas going on between them; it must’ve mentally and physically ties you down. Have no freaking thoughts; why am I still worrying abt you, esp your health, it always been so weak.

I need a drink; I need a place to re-wind down myself. I have this huge decision to make; it might change my life with new open doors. I need this weekend to help me to put everything tgt. I need it.

FOUNDED IN: TANTRIC, C U Bar  & PLAY WITH BUDDY AND BRO!

Met up buddy and her bf for 230AM soccer match;
It was Germany VS Spain.
& guess what? SPAIN WON!
HELL SHIT!!
What kind of game or mind strategic is Germany having in mind?
It was a fucking let down! wasted both the time and money! 

hell burned, i only slept for 2 hours
and felts it like a zombie on desk. 
tmrw there will be a co event at sentosa ((: 
my on hand reports are still f.loaded.
i'm so stressed with deadlines;
next week when i'm back on desk
i need to really speed off! 

I JUST BETTED ON GERMANY
FOR THIS UPCOMING (08/07)
MATCH WITH SPAIN.

The weather doesn’t seem to be really promising these days. A 2 week advance plan to the beach was almost wash out. Thx goodness we were able to chill at the Café Del Mar deck for the whole of the afternoon besides knowing there isn’t any sun to get burn, God was being lovely enough not to pour down any big buckets of rains, feel of little rain every now and then, glad it dint caused much of the trouble.

And yes not forgetting to mention that the waitress, whom did the serving, she is beautiful. The first thing I saw her, she was wearing her shades, second thing I was trying my best to look into it to meet her eyes. Third she took it off & does the talking. Out of a few in them, I kept seeing myself going over to her to find out/ double confirm the regulations. I was being fucking dumb enough not to ask if she wants to hang out sometime.

No freaking idea where did my confidence went to. Shit myself!

Which after we had left, I head over to KY’s 21^st bird day over at DTE.

shall let the photos do the talking, for full album? CIO over in FCBK.
And there is this logic I want to share is that "it doesn’t have to be sunny in order to get tan."

Ps: there are tan marks on the body ((:
ps ps: I was terribly on the on/off sick button, freaking uncomfortable and weak!
ps ps ps: more photos to be up from Jas's camera

  

   

  

  






 

It was a fully burned Saturday. Met up with Gay & buddy - Charlene in town at 11am.
Got the tixs for "Letters to Juliet" at Cine, thank goodness some good seats were grabbed
 though is by the side at least is far from the screen. Lunched at Lucky Plaza for the delicious
roasted meat rice! I forgotten to ask not to spread the gravy on the rice, it somehow given
a f.headache after the meal. Whatever it is the meat is good! Does the usual shops patroling,
and off for movie! Hahahahahaha its so embarrassing to know what actually happens in the
in the cinemas! Oh Jesus!! We were on the wrong row! Lol!!! We still confidently says
 "no we were on the right seats ABC, 123, ITS C NOT E". The man double checked himself
with his girl; "NO THIS IS E NOT C! you check." Oppsss, burst into laughter while we find our
 way up to row C and counted 123! Lol!! Buddy la, anyhow count, so confident somemore went
in and seat down first. Hahaha.Alright the movie overall was romantically cute &  funny.

"you don’t have a romantic bone in your body" one of the quote in the story.
I think my bones are heavily grown with those. Ps:That’s my line. Hahahahahaha.

After the movie we went over to Marina Bay Sand to CIO, nothing special, way too many
typical singaporeans were there to spoil much of the image. Sakae Sushi for dinner that
sucks big time, esp the food; I really don’t know what to say. These pple are prolly thinking
abt their crazily profits earns rather than their standards in food. Which is also why pple
wouldn’t mind to pay more for SuShi T-eh
Last stop were over at PH for KJ "21st" pussy day! LMAO!
Enjoyed pretty much, the place were as usual overly packed like sardines.
DAJIE AKA KJ WERE FUCKING DRUNK THAT NIGHT EXACTLY THE SAME TIMING
AS ME, BACK THEN WHEN I HOSTED MY 21ST. LOUSY.
SHE WAS FOUND SLEEPING ON THE SOFA  WELL AFTER THE
WATERFALL! HAHAHAAHAHA SHE TALKED SOOO MUCH RUBBISH WITH ME THAT
I NEARLY BURSTED OFF IN LAUGHTER.
OH HAPPY PUSSY DAY TO YOU, THOUGH IS NOT THE OFFICIAL DAY BUT HOPE YOU
ENJOYED THE NIGHT! LOVE YOU TO THE MAX!!

PS: you wouldn’t believe why are all the guys standing below the stage, the main purpose is
 to see the upskirts of the young babes. Some of the girls who danced on the stage is f.ugly,
 I dint know you girls came here to sell yourself in such ways. Tsk.